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-to all handbellers.

WHEE MGHANDBELLCHOIR2006!

you are one bunch of funny amusing and fab people! you certainly brought alot of cheeeer in my life and i'm really thankful to know you all! joining handbells is one thing i'll definately not regret! (:

4TH JUNE 4TH JUNE!
2006 for those who don't think sanely.
GLOBAL DAY OF PRAYER
AT THE NATIONAL STADIUM.
7PM

i'm just doing my part here. calling all Christians in Singapore to go for this event. i think and believe its gonna be an awesome thing. something that's part of God's great plan for all the nations in the world. look around you. the events happening in the world. i just feel that we should all pause for a moment and just get down and pray. pray for the nations, and our country too.

and yep i'm going! somehow i just feel the calling to go. i missed lovemg [boooohoooo] and i'm definately not missing this one. i've seen the poster so manymany times around singapore. it's like God's constant reminder of this date, 4thjune, there's this thing going on. and then we watched the video today and it really moved me to see so many people from so many diff countries get together to pray for the world and their nation. and even though singapore is much smaller than all these countries.. i believe that WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOO TO THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING AROUND US. :D


they say in kaizen campsite
the food is very nice
you ask for curry chicken
they give you chicken backside

[chorus]
we dont wanna stay in kaizen campsite
camp chief i wanna go
trainer dont let me go
mummy i wanna go home

they say in kaizan campsite
the creatures are very cute
you look for furry creatures
all you find are leeches

[chorus]

they say in kaizencampsite
the bunks are very nice
you ask for support pillow
they give you porcupine

[chorus]

they say in kaizen campsite
the guys are very hot
you ask for hiphop nelly
they give you huzaime(one of the trainers HAHAHA!)

thats one of the songs that someone composed for the campfire :D super funny. but of course now everyone WANTS to GO BACK TO CAMP. RAHHHH. camp sick camp sick.

oh but its really great to be back in church for combined service and in the children's ministry! not that i missed any sundays SO FAR [ ): !!] but i felt that i haven't been worshipping Him so heartily lately.. i guess cos we sang so many camp fire songs and we were so busy and annoyed with the flies and etcetc.. and i missed my songs at home. haha! and oh yeah ym 's worship is good. much better than in school. (: but then again its your heart that counts when it comes to worship. i guess i didn't read my Bible for a long time.. leaving me quite distant from Him.

did i make sense there. i'm wondering about that now. haha.

but anyway. it really did feel GREAT to be in church! combined service was awesome. pastor Alvin chan gave a good message today. something that really applied to me. :D :D hehe.

and before that we had this meeting with adena, anne and aunty lichoo. together with deborah and elizabeth. its really nice to meet up with them again. we haven't had a meeting for a long time. haha! and they said they wanted to spilt up the sunday school group. again. you know how many thousand times throughout my years in 730 they did that. hopefully this time it'll last. and i'm gonna try to ensure it cos i always thought that spilting them up was a better idea. in fact muchmuch better. hahaha. and deb, me, jamie, esther, elizabeth and joanne has been given the task of leading worship for the younger ones! so honoured man. (: Praise God for this opportunity of serving Him even better than i used to. and woah i think i have to do a duty roster. AND I FORGOT HOW TO WORK MICROSOFT EXCEL EEEYER. oh well. then this would be the PERFECT chance to show off my oh so wonderful handwriting

[tskTSK tiffany!!]

hahahahahahaha =)

oh today something rather funny happened betweeen deborah, me and... me :D
deborah remarked that she had to buy new school shoes cos she threw her old one away during obs. and then i exclaimed 'oh yeah i also need to buy new ones cos i threw mine away too!' and then we thought of going to buy school shoes together. hahahaa thats so random but ANYWAY, then we kinda set it to tues. and then we went off for ym.
worship.
then after that when we were going to sit down, it suddenly occured to me : eh i'm going to school on MONDAY already.. how can buy school shoes on tues ?!

HAHAHAHAHA. i'm so absent minded hurr. and cos deb have friends going to her place on mon for maths project.. i bought it today when mummy went to isetan and daddy, esther tabi and i went united square. haha.

.
i'm awefully disappointed in you. really. i never dreamt that you'll do such a thing. you know how much it breaks my heart. sigh.

handbells prac tml! so exxxxxcitinggggg. x)
ooh yeah yipyipee yeah!


MG'S BURNING IN THE HOTHOT SUN AND WE HAVE WON THE WAR!!! (:

its the holidays
its the great singapore sale
wowwwwwww

i just realised that we came back from camp at the start of the great singapore sale. how cool. haha! i still miss camp. all the cheers. whoots! i definately screamed alot over there, much more than anywhere else. and oh boy i do miss all those funny trainers. and sarah. she's so ego and funny. hahahaha. campfire's song is still in my head. esp the last line (:

today i went to marina sq to buy stuff with mummy and e. it just brought memories back of when the handbell choir 05 and some of us training group members went to eat dinner before the esplande performance. long john silver did we go with less than 6 bucks hahaha. sec1s went with the sec4s oh so fun!

spent a longlong time at precious thots. honestly.. that place is freezing and i don't know how those people who work there can stand it. brrrcoldcold. bought like alot and alot of things. then went to eat lunch. and then went to espirt! the clothes there are so cool now. so many pretty things! i got a bag and a shirt yay. sohappy. haha i like the bag! (:

oh here are some pics of our learning journey to changi museum and labrador park. gah i wish we could have brought our cam to camp. then we would be able to take pics there too ): i miss it.

jieyi trying to take a pic of lipin who is er, doing exactly doing the same thing. see the joy in her face. tsk. the simple things that give some people joy.

and now apparently she finds pure joy in tryingto take a pic of me, without my consent. hmph. evilgirl. and there another evil one laughing at me - zhiyun >(

JASMINE SO VERY FUNNY! :D

jasmine and zhiyun. okay watch this. that photo is from lipin's cam... and...

hahahaha! so funny. well i think so. that pic is from my cam (:

back to the game that everyone loves to play : hide-your-face-with-your-cam

and again.

why are all sarahs so ego? tsk.

ego again! this time + laoshi. even more ego.

everyone who has cam loves this game don't we? hah. (:

retardednco you're so funny. and we didn't take a group photo how sad. we must take one day eh? haha.

there was something else i wanted to blog about but thanks to my stm, i forgot. bah.

Camp fires burning now
CAMP FIRES BURNNINGG NOW
Camp fires burning now
CAMP FIRES BURNING NOW
Burning now
BURN BURN BURN
Burning now
BURN BURN BURN
Camp fires burning in the dark dark night, you go
OOH YEAH, YIPEE YIPEE YEAH
Camp fires burning in the dark dark night, you go
OOH YEAH, YIPPE YIPEE YEAH.

i want to linger
Just a little longer
Just a little longer here with you
its such a perfect night
It doesn't seem quite right
Cos its my last night here with you

And come september.
i will remember
the memories and friendships true.
and as the years go by
I will remember something goodnight and not goodbye

and many more (:
ah i really miss camp now. i just lovelove the trainers! they're so funny and funky. and i know everyone feels that way now. sigh. if only the toliet and the beds were decent, then it would be perrrrfect (:
so. tiffany feels camp sick. surprisingly. i really miss my group and the trainers. x(

I'M BACK! WHEEEHEEE!

camp has been :
disgusting
horrifying

and

totally fun!! (:

okay not totally, but it was still fun. here's a either brief of detailed account of it i'm not sure which.

conditions there
the dorms.. in particular mine, had holes in the roof, one pathetic light bulb to share between aboput 20 people, 2 veryvery cold fans and a toliet which consisted of 3showers and 1toliet. one of the shower doors kinda collasped, and one had a toad and a huge lizard in it. i did not see it myself cos i never stepped 3steps away from the door. haha. and one was apparently in working order. but i think later on another toad came in so yeah.. the toliet was one of the much avoided places in camp. the toliet, was just one hole.. and a bucket and a scoop to pour water down the hole.. and it was all clogged up. i managed to keep it to me visiting the toliet twice a day. hahahaha. i feel so proud of myself. but then again i don't usually go toliet very often.
the beds.. were just 4platforms with several veryvery old mattresses. it was so ew lah... and since i didn't bring my sleeping bag, i put this blanket as my so called bedsheet. and my bag was my pillow. haha. at night, its super cold. i don't know why. ah but it was freezing.. and you don't wanna get out of bed in the morning.
the canteen, had swarms and swarms of flies. disgusting okay. like the net you put over the food, you have to chase away at least like 10 of the flies on it before you can remove it. and someone had to consistenly wave her hand among the food. argh. and the food aren't that great either.
supper's the best :D and the best drink was like milo la. the rest were like what, syrup with diff colourings each day.

activites
activites was very fun! except the SWAMP & the tunnel. tunnel was so freaky okay.. we were all paranoid inside there.. and we were screaming and screaming, esp wanjin. haha.

the swamp was... lets just put it as that i came out tramautised. very. hahaha. the water stinked like shit, and the moment you go in EVERYTHING goes into you shoes. and then at this part you have to close your eyes, dig deep down in the ground for mud. and have a mud fight. i was kinda hiding behind lesley so i didn't get the mud and all too badly. poor caroline. she was quite okay in the beginning then they realised she was clean and then they started throwing at her. suyi and heidi. tsktsk. shirts were brown until you couldn't even see the words on the shirt. ears also have mud. cos other groups went with us, there were terrified screams behind us. so scary. and our group is so evil man.. like we cleared the way for the other groups to pass us first and when they passed us they started throwing mud at them. heeheehee. and when we went back to the camp site we started hugging people. haha. then one of the trainers ran away when she saw us. we ask her why she run away she said 'scared' HAHA!

waterfall expedition
LEECHES was the word said the most during the expedition. so many screams.. esp from nicole's group cos there were people like xueqi and sarah in the group. haha. paranoid people. see ants also scream like its a cockroach. hahaha. i didn't get a leech bite thank goodness. but giselle got it and her wound wouldn't stop bleeding. until like in the evening she went to find the trainers then they put a gauze for her. i got many sandfly and mosquitoe bites eeeyer. and it itches a whole lot. the last part was cool though. the waterfall water was so cold, but very fun! and the last part we had to climb rocks.. and it was really slippery. i slipped a few times haha.

night trek
wow it was quite freaky. we had to hold on to a CABLE. cable okay. not a ROPE. and hold on to your friend's shoulder too. and we did it in darkness. however our batch was quite lucky cos we had the moon with us on our night, but the other batch didn't.. and it was really dark for them.

campfire! (:
that. was super duper fun. the fire was awesome and cool. and finally i get to see a REAL hot burning fire. wheeeeeeee. the teachers were funnyfunnyfunny. and so were the trainers! it was the best night of all. :D


oh oh. there's this reallyreallyREALLY funny song i learnt at camp.. also with other very cute and funny songs.

peeking through the window
what do people see?
if you want a ______ ( i don't know the word and its some really weird word)
do the proper way.

meet me tonight by the moonlight
meet me tonight all alone
i want to show you something
something thats YELLOW and LONG.

dramatic pause..

1banana 2 banana 3 banana 4 hey!
5banana 6banana manymany more hey!
1banana 2banana 3banana 4 hey!
5banana 6banana many many more hey!
many many more hey!
many many more hey!
*much slower
many...... many.... more.

HAHAAHAHAHAAHA. when my trainer started to sing it for us the first time.. i started laughing at the 2nd line. and it got worst and worst. HAHAH. hannah suyi sam and i were laughing our heads off. and lesley was er. laughing cos of my laughing? so weird. yep and there was so many diff kinds of claps and cheers and the dances we learnt.. it really made the camp more enjoyable.
ah. i really miss the songs dances and cheers and all the trainers!
and i miss my group too. i think we were great. although we didn't really show the people we were suppose to show that we were bonded, we all know that we all bonded together, which really made the camp fun and enjoyable. and i made so many new friends. yay (: you guys rock. and i also bonded with those people i knew better in pri school.. and havent been in the same class for at least 2years.. you people rock too! so here's a BIG thank you to :

LESLEY
CAROLINE
GISELLE
GRACE FONG
STEFANIE
ZHANG HUI
KRITHIKA
WANJIN
SAMANTHA
SUYI
HANNAH
MOLINA
KENDRA
HEIDI
BEATRICE
GAYLE

and

ALL YOU WONDERFUL TRAINERS AND SARAH AND THE CAMP CHIEF! YOU ALL MADE THE CAMP SO FUNFUNFUN!

i miss you all badly. somehow during the seafood lunch i kinda felt deflated.. cos our class is so not like my group when we are all enthusiastic about the songs. like the people in our class is so bochap and not fun. sigggh. which is one of the reasons why i really miss camp so much.

bah. but OH i miss handbells really badly too. and prac starts this monday! yay yay yay. i already missed one week and i feel so sad. so i can't wait! i'm ready for prac and prac and more pracs! i miss all the sec3s and 4s. hahahahaha. oh grah. i realise that i need to go shopping for presents like real soon.. everything is coming up.

farewell and goodbye



goodbye. tml i will be emarking on this very interesting journey to johorE. haha i never knew there was a E there. until we filled in that card thingy to enter malaysia.

some of my depression has been taken away because yes. :D my bag is almost packed. but i hate carrying around cos i always feel like some weird person carrying such a big and awkward bag.

the sec3s are now away at obs and i will have no one really amusing to talk to online. hahaha.
sigh. i hope you all come back safe and sound.. esp since some of you will be doing some reallyreally interesting stuff with me :D

and i declare no matter what i must be able to return to singapore ALIVE cos i still have manymany interesting and fun stuff to do here. JAP trip wheeeeee. =) and hopefully i will be come back with pleasant memories instead of torturous nightmares >< people =")" interesting =")">< but overall i think it was interesting.. although i think i wanna start reading all those war books again. its so interesting. hahaha. i'll continue with war in europe like i did in previous years. i wanna read about hitler. haha. last year i read about chairman mao. it was so political. so some parts were boring in the books i read and the shows i watched. but then again its interesting too. i like reading biographies =) and so this year i wanna get books on hitler. i read enough about anne frank i think (: haha. then another time i'll read about war in asia. its so grosss. hah.

today. is a day considered to be a going out day. mummy my sis and i went out prac just for buying everything concerning ME. - quoted from mummy. oh no no. you had lunch too! that was for you! heeHEE.
its all the camp's fault. because of it i have to undergo so many things. eeesh. yeah. so i went out to buy track pants, and i bought SPECS. can you believe it. oh yes you can. bah. what am i talking about. rubbish.
for the first half of the morning i went round looking so very blur cos i was instructed not to wear my lenses last night so that the next day i could go to the optiction to try soft lenses. but then in the end optiction say wear glasses the best and since. my sister stole all my glasses away so i had to make new ones. makes sense? okay.
yeah so i bought specs because of the camp as i can't wear my contacts there. >< its pink. hehehehe. and i can assure you it dosen't look like anyone in particular. and i'm equally sure that some people know what i'm talking about x)
laaaaaa. yeah and then i went to popular and WHEEE. i finally bought the last part of someone's bday present! i can't say who yet, its a surprise :D and yes i'm happy that i finally bought it so that i can complete the present. (: (: (:
and then later on in the evening i went to cut my hair. ahhh. okay it looks. not a complete disaster. but yeah it is neater now (: then went to yan's house! ah fun fun =) lots of weird things happen but i shan't say them here.

ooh one thing which is requested to be stated here in this post : EATING CHILLIES MAKE YOU GROW TALLER HAHAHAHAA. a supposed theory by none other than me. i'm not saying its true, but its a possible thing. since someone who dosen't eat spicy stuff is shorter than me. HEEHEE. x)

come.
lets us all start the great depression
:/

retardednco members have declared 19th may to the 26th may The Great Depression. oh so very sad. we are all depressed due to certain reasons.
the major one would be :CAMP.
EEEEYER.
i feel really bad. really. oh dear. ):

next. my dad just told me that instead of leaving for australia one day after we come back from japan, (which is badbad enough) we would be leaving on the SAME day.. which i calculated less than 4hours in singapore.
): !!!!!

my sunny island oh i shall miss you.
okay that sounded weird. but anyway.
SIGH.

meanwhile handbells has just gotten interesting. we are (finally) having another performance outside school. YAY (: (: (: and thank goodness. i managed to remember and play my burong song correctly! whoopee. :D and the other piece we are playing : rondo a-very-long-word is veryvery nice! its really sweet and nice. though i think for a dinner would be kinda uh weird. but oh wells. i love it!
musical piece is getting weirder and weirder. and hotter and hotter. we are all squeezed like sardines.. so i stood sideways while playing it today. and the tune is horrible. HORRIBLE i tell you. oh wait. there isn't a tune in the first place.
meanwhile. some people has been really stubborn. eeyer. you ah. lalaa. stubborn girl. you are making me stressed out. ): haha joking. but the stubborn part i am serious.
oh man. i forgot what else was i suppose to blog about. cos i just realised that i was really blur in pris and monica's conver. HEEHEEHEE. sorry guys! (:

-end.

today. was a highly unusual day.
hahahahahaha.
still i managed to pass it without being too traumatised or something.
(:

but i still declare
STALKERS.

ahahaha.

oh yes! i found the red and white song! this is meant for all handbellers. come get the song from me. and i want the burong kakak tua song! and we are gonna sing it for camp! ahahaha. i won't sing. i'll just stand there and laugh. and think about what happened on that night. and most importantly : B4.
ahhh. i'm starting to get traumatised by that. i hope i can still remember.. and to play it correctly.

LOVEMG
26TH JUNE 2006
730PM
MG AUDITORIUM
630 THERE'S FINGER FOOD!

ANYONE going? except for prisci that i know. if anyone else is going telltell me! ahahaha i'm trying to get monica to go. but if anyone else is going tell me okay. (:

CROSS COUNTRY 2006

tiffany walked, jogged, and skip
how lovely
not really
ahahahaha
(: / ):

right i'm being contradictive here. had handbells prac today and it was rather slack. during out break we went to the comp lab and started this msn games marathon. only a few other girls were in the comp lab.. so it was like rather private. (: ahaha it was so funny.. tracy esp. her remarks made me have my laughing fits.. which will somehow cause monica to start laughing. then she start asking me to stop laughing.. which isn't very successful. maybe for 2seconds. but then 2seconds isn't alot. so it's not counted. and then it was so funny to hear everyone speaking to the comp in different manners. heheee. xD

back to the cross country meet.. i honestly freaked out like um i don't know what this morning.. due to some circumstances i was delayed in reaching macritchie at 7 which i was suppose to do so. instead i reached there at 730 prac on the dot. phewwww. i could have reached there later lah. thank goodness i reached there on time (:
drank 3cups of milo. i must say that you'll never know how good cold milo taste until you drink it after a run. some people were enormously lucky to not have to run.. lucky pigs. some even got to sit in a tent with the teachers to help record marks ): lipin says she wanna join gb next year! HAHAHAHA. just imagining her wearing the uniform makes me laugh.
went to united sq with pris and monica. ahh i like all these outings with the 2of them! and rui too. too bad she couldn't come due to certain reasons. yea and then there was thispart when we were standing at the overhead bridge.. trying to figure out whether 980 goes to that busstop or another one further one. and it took about 3people before we got the ans and comfirmed it. ahahaha. yating was so funny. haha.
went to united sq. felt awkward for certain reasons once again. ate at macs. i ate the most again sigh. haha. went back to school on 170. urgh. now i'm seriously not taking it again forever and ever. unless its emergency. the 3 of us squeezed into one seat hahaha. and we managed quite successfully. :D

yep the sec4s are coming for cca this friday! oh man i'm so looking forward to it (: (: (: it will be great to have them back. when ms sim said that they will be coming for prac all of us started cheering like xiao.

back to the still unfinished spastic english assignment. ahhh its so annoying. ):

i am antisocial i do realise.
ahahahahaha.
(:

had this BIG shock this morning
which prob concerned my future : life or death [in the mental way of course]
but then in the end (during recess time)
tiffany lived happily ever after (:
well for the time being duh.

went to island creamery!
quite fun.. except for some people who made some parts unpleasant
:(
oooh jieyi lipin and i had some fun playing around with lipin's new and old phone!
so farnie. teehee
i was remarking that if lipin got robbed of her things then the robber would gain alot from it cos he/she would get 2phones instead of 1.
ahhh i'm so sadistic *evilgrin*

i don't wanna run tml
i'll most prob walk with the retardednco.
except for jieyi since she's doing duty
aka feeding on mosquitoes :P
and my feet hurt the whole of today anyway
but oh no there's gonna be teachers walking behind everyone
meaning walking behind us luh
and ms sim is one of them!
its not a nice feeling having your cca teacher (whom i btw will meet later in school) walking and staring at your back..
esp when you are walking
oh dear ):

maths remedial on wednesday!
AHAHAHAHAA.
and hem. jieyi and i just figured out something reallyreallyREALLY interesting today
*evilevil grin*
and today 3 is the number i'm totally obsessed amused with!!
x)
but then jie and lipin is gonna ask ms tan on wed whether if they can have remedial on thurs instead.
and i guess i'll join them? oh dear
i helped them come up with excuses on why they cannot not come on wed(:
(see how nice am i even though i'm putting my self at HIGH risk)
HAHA.
why are they so so so interested in that
sigh

got back our eng paper today.
note : we did the paper in feb. and what month is it now?
tsktsk
but then it means that there is gonna be another paper coming up soon
now THAT'S bad news
the last paper was so so difficult!!
and i didn't score well.. disappointments.
well i passed at least (:
BUT STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

things i must remind myself to do/bring : passport
vcd (for lipin who else)
handbells score!
i actually filed my handbells score in my file so that i wont forget. budden it just occured to me that i'm not bringing my file to school tml. grah.

and MONICA I DON'T CARE YOU ARE COMING FOR PRAC. YOU HAVE TOO. AND WHATS MORE IF YOU DON'T COME YOU'RE NOT SETTING A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR THE SEC1S. SO YOU BETTER COME. HOW IS ONE PERSON GONNA PUSH THE TROLLEY ?! AND YOU NEED 2PEOPLE TO CHEER THE WHOLE CHOIR UP. NOT ONE PERSON. SO YOU BETTER COMEEEEEE.

sheesh. so there.

i am now very disturbed. and disgusted. with several people. siggggggh.
anyway i shall not talk about the disgusted part, BUT about the disturbed part.

really. tsktsk. i never get to see what in the world did you tag but anyway from this one thing i conclude is that lipin is nutsss. but haha thanks anyway. and good friend? hmmmmm. anyway. TSKTSKTSK.

sen asked me whether i wanted to play in the bowling gala on the 4th june. WAAH I DON'T WANT TOO OKAY. NOT LIKE MY BOWLING IS GOOD OR WHAT. HRMPH. and whats more, i don't want to be the only girl playing in our team. so not nice! i rather drag esther or deborah to play with me too. eeeeek. i really don't want too. i might screw everything up. argh. and everyone is like looking? sorrry i have stage fright. or bowling alley fright. no no no no. i don't want. and hmm should i go with esther for that 4th june thingy? still deciding since like 2nd,3rd and 5th i have to go to school for prac. that musical. hmph. cos so much trouble. ahahaha.

i think my sis is very bad.. she got no feelings or what. never feel sad during the show i not stupid 2! she just stared at the screen the whole time yesterday. somemore its her first time watching it luh. and she kept on asking me qs during the show. stupid qs whats more. (heh hehhe note the irony : the show is i not stupid 2. HAHA.) ahhh next time i shall be not nice and go watch movies myself at home, and lock the door.

went out for lunch today with grandmother. we went to eat teochew food. ahhhh we have been eating it so very often these days. and i don't really like it. ): but this time at least i liked the cuttle fish and some olive thing best. heh. and i drank dunno how many cups of tea luh. so funny.. and then i received some really disturbing news via sms. really disturbing i can assure you. sheeeesh. and then we took a really long time to return home. argh. and i did get a shock. eeeee you like to give people heart attack is it.
>.<

another thing i concluded today : i have enough of teochew food. can we go for a cantonese marathon now? i don't mind one :D

i changed skin again. its very nice i think cos i made the template by taking different parts off from different skins to produce this one. haha.

... all i can say now is that S_____ is the nicest person in the whole wide world. (: while some people hemhem are not.

this morning i went to toapayoh again for breakfast and if i remembered correctly the last time i went there was for the swim meet. or maybe i went there again after that? stm luh! x)
hahahahaha. made me remember all the funnyfunny events that took place before the swim meet, during the swim meet and after the swim meet. hiding behind umbrellas attempting to shy away from the hot hot sun. searching for sec4s which apparently did not turn up for our gathering.. getting step over by someone who wanted to get her bag, laughing for 3minutes non stop over the most disgusting matters..
hehehe overall i think 2006's swim meet was the funnest of all the swim meets i attended. (which is actually only 3 i just realise) and oh man i miss all the sec4s.. hurry come back so that the songs don't feel so empty!

mummy has gone out for lunch.. which is most prob for the whole day.. meaning i have the whole house to myself (okay fine my sister too) and i'm wondering what shall i do today. maybe i'll take this opportunity to sit down and watch a movie (which i haven't done so for a long time), i not stupid too again. why cos i don't want anybody to see me tearing when i watch it. bleah. i am a very sensitive person i realise. which can be a good and not so good thing, esp when if you have eyes that takes forever to return back to its original colour.

ahahaha. my rabbit is so random

its like.. totally wet outside.. and yet she chooses to sit in the middle of no where and stone.
how random.
hence, if you never heard of a rabbit being random before.. now you have x)


lit presentation was supersuper fun and good!
its a good thing everyone kept laughing. teehee.. or else i will be the only extra one laughing insaningly in class while standing there. haha and mrs ng kept laughing too! good for her and us. good for everyone!

okay i think i'm not making alot of sense here. blah.

maths test was pretty easy. phew. haha thanks pris for trying really hard to help me! so hard until we lost time. hehe. yeah so i think i will be able to do okay for it.

i wish i can help you in some way.. but i just don't know how to, and we don't meet up more often. sigh. i really wish i can. just remember to trust in the Lord always and He will meet your needs. and by the way i'm kinda happy that you consider me as close friends.. the only prob is that we don't meet up that regularly. oh well.

grah. someone just spoiled my mood for today. *glares*
sigh oh well.

today we did the lamest thing ever for something academic. ahahahaha. but then again my presentations are usually rather unusual from the stuff everyone would normally do. well unless its reallyreally boring and i don't see any unique thing i can add in.

HAHA. but today was one of the funniest things i ever did. went to jasmine's house for lit project. some character study on one of the kids in TKAM. and we somehow chose scout. and yeah. all i can say now is :

OVERALLS. (hahahahah becky!)

and oh man. i'm so sorry but i can't go island creamery tml! GRAH we forgot that there's physics remedial and i have tuition at 330. sheeesh it was suppose to be at 4! sighsigh.

if we cannot go.. then er, monday can? i want want want to go! the icecream there is so nice! haha. or WEDNESDAY???? oh yeah but becky can't make it. oh dear, if only you can.. we can zooooom off straight away after art. :D

i feeel like i dieded for chem. shoooots.

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okay i give up. i shall resist my temptations and not go for recess tml (maybe i'll go for breakfast) and do my physics and maths.
hmph. who ask me not to bring home some very impt notes. punishments yeah?
haha
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why. am i always missing all the exciting stuff. sigh.
somemore today i could have stayed back. sheeeesh. early say don't have tuition la. >.<

tml we are going through papers.
because of that, tiffany is undergoing extreme stress and panick
her cells are dying... rapidly
oh no oh no oh no.
i don't want to let anyone down. i studied. really. and really really hard.
): >.< =(
can i cry now sigh.
=(

and now, i declared something which is rather surprising. i shall start studying as if i'm preparing for my end of years already. anyway i should. yeah. i don't want to dissappoint myself or my family or anyone else. sigh. and i can't go for retreat. you know how big a blow is that. oh well i guess no one will really understand how sad is that. its just a terrible terrible feeling. >.<

i realise this is a very sad post. sigh.

oh oh. on a higher note..
i kinda vandalised the handbell noticeboard
teeheeheee.
i'm so sorry sandra for kinda spoiling your beautiful letter. well i wasn't the only one, monica and priscilla contributed to the comments. i haven't seen prisci's one yet though. haha tml i shall go seeee.

okay this isn't helping. and my maths hw will not help in any way in lightening up my spirit. but sigh i have to do it.. so byebye.

i got this from jasmine's blog. jasmine, who has affectionally renamed herself online as the CCC. to her is Corrupted Class Chairperson. to me its the Crazy Community Centre.

anyway its kinda crazy. its 90 things but i shall just do 50 today, and the other tml..

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hello its pw now. haha. i decided to not do that lame thing anymore. haha

oh by the way!

http://retardednco.blogspot.com

GO! tags are welcome (i think)
BUT. if you don't feel prepared for rather lame stuff then don't go.
heeeheeeheee.

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hehe. i think i must be going crazy. posting 2post in one day.
but i really couldn't resist putting up this pic!

ahh. its currently the best piece of schedule i ever recieved.
:D :D :D :D :D
yeah man. its big grins when it comes to this letter. :D

anyway. if you haven't realised yet, it my jap trip timetable. fellow handbellers if you don't recognise it on first glance my only comment : TSKTSK.

rahh. its so SO cool. 16th nov!!! here i come!
(:

yesterday i had this amazing tour of blogs around the internet
and i found a number of very interesting blogs
sec1 class blogs
(:

whoops sorry if it meant a senior intruding into your sec1 private stuff, but i really kinda stumbled on it by accident. though it was 1s' blog link that started off the whole thing. haha.

so now i have M, E, T, H, D, I, S' blogs. :D
and some other sec1 girls blogs whom i know. hahaha.
1D is really amazing and a bit crazy.. why in the world do you have 3 class blogs?! but anyway.. i think the 3rd one is the most updated one. so i take that one as your official class blog. heehee i must thank 1h, cos they were the ones who link M, E, and the 3 D's blogs. hahaha. all of their skins and all are quite nice.. nicer than our class one. whoops i'm not discriminating our class but i don't really like our skin. and in the sec1's and 2o's blog you can see a certain kind of bonding, but for ours? its really kinda sad. 2S WE NEED CLASS SPIRIT.

oh well. i don't think any of them except maybe one or 2 will see that line. :/

haha. i shan't link any of the class blogs in here, for their privacy. i just know some people will go and tag like crazy anons over there, which we all know its not very nice cos we have experienced it before. so if you really wanna go visit their blogs.. ask me personally and if i feel that you deserve (heeheehee) to know then i'll give you the link. haha.

1E had a class bbq! how cool is that man. haha. even ms sim attended. mmm. i wish we can have handbells bbq, budden prisci may not be able to go, so its still undecided. this outing thing.

ahhhhhh. this is one of my prayer request : for the sec1s in the training group to bond with us sec2s and 3s(:

sigh i wanna go lovemg.. esp since i already missed DANCEnite and DRAMAnight. you know how sad that was and still is. arrrgh. blow the exams. but its over and i guess there's no use still mourning over it. and so i wanna go lovemg! but if monica dosen't go, i should go with prisci? ahh but what if she is not going too? monica and prisci plspls go. even though we finish camp on that day

sigh these dates. why do they always pick dates which are so unappropiate?!

God is in Control

This is no time for fear
This is a time for faith and determination
Don't lose the vision here
Carried away by the motion
Hold on to all that you hide in your heart
There is one thing that has always been true
It holds the world together

God is in control
We believe that His children will not be forsaken
God is in control
We will choose to remember and never be shaken
There is no power above or beside Him, we know ohh
God is in control, oh God is in control

History marches on
There is a bottom line drawn across the ages
Culture can make its plan
Oh, but the line never changes
No matter how the deception may fly
There is one thing that has always been true
It will be true forever

God is in control
We believe that His children will not be forsaken
God is in control
We will choose to remember and never be shaken
There is no power above or beside Him, we know ohh
God is in control, oh God is in control

He has never let you down
Why start to worry now?
Why start to worry now?
He is still the Lord of all we see
And He is still the loving Father
Watching over you and me

Watching over you, watching over me
Wwatching over every thing.
Watching over you, watching over me
Every little sparrow, every little king
oh, every little king

God is in control
We believe that His children will not be forsaken
God is in control
We will choose to remember and never be shaken
There is no power above or beside Him, we know ohh
God is in control, oh God is in control
Ohh God is in control
Ohh God is in control

this is song is reallyreally encouraging.. now i know why pauline put it down in her blog haha. itreminds us that God is in control in whatever situation we may be. and we should trust Him always to guide us in the correct path(:

read this extremely funny conver between me and lipin

*oh to understand it, you see when lipin says 'crap!' charmaine chen would go 'prawn!' and i attempted to do the same as her when lipin said crap after school in the art room while we were constructing our house.

lipin : CRAP!
tiffany : PRAWN!
lipin : (tries to be smart) LOBSTER!
tiffany : (tries to show her that she's not as smart as she thinks) FISH
lipin : (still does not get the hint) err. SATAY!

WAHAHAHAAHAHA. after that there was so much laughter. satay where got seafood! eheheheheeheheHEEEHEE.

thenthen

lipin : STINGRAY!
tiffany : CRAYFISH!
lipin : SALMON!
tiffany : CODFISH!
lipin : IKANBILIS!*

*again puntuated with alot of laughing.

tiffany : er STARFISH!
lipin : STARFISH not edible! JELLYFISH!
tiffany : FINE. errr. SEAHORSE!
lipin : can eat meh.
tiffany : i don't know

HAH. i can't remember anymore. but it was veryvery funny!

HEEHEEHEEHEEE. xD




HAHA. that was what happened yesterday. today we found out from jasmine that seahorse is edible. haha.

-here's a random thought. i love my seniors! hahahaha. handbell performing group 2006, thank you for making one part of my life veryvery enjoyable! hehehe.

today i proved that i am a literal thinker.. esp when school is over my brain functions half the time slower. i'm sorry lah. i didn't get you even though i think it was pretty obvious to you.

weird things seem to always happen to me.

today i bumped into so many people.. and some was a one go. like must it be that every floor i see someone i know? haha.

and then... the weirdest of the weirdilest thing happened. i took 67 home. and then at some school bus stop.. i can't remember which i think either nanyang or hwa chong or njc (eh wait thats all the schools i pass by to go home right. HAHA ) lots of people got up the bus and one of the last person was... jiemin

to backtrack a bit, jiemin is one of the youth group leaders in ym at wesley. and somehow.. i have absolutely no idea why.. i keep on meeting him at unexpected places. first it was in school. ( ?! ) which was during the handbells concert, and i was ushering. as if that was weird enough, when i went to barker ahem its for no suspicious reason.. i went to visit my kindergarten at barker with sophia and shuen. and then somehow he was the only person who saw me. and then the very next sunday when deb and i were treated for free breakfast with our small group leader he was having breakfast with us and then he went 'so what were you doing at barker the other day?' and i went my usual HUH? and then i was no no no no.. and the proceeded to explain.

and so now.. i have to meet him on the bus. and he sat in front of me! how weird can that get. and he was like hello! what's your name again? hah. and he's benji's PE teacher. hahahaha

okay so much for my weird event.

ps: there's actually alot more that happened today and recently. but i shall be kind and not bore you with my endless rantings of weird stuff that happens to me. ;D heh.

TODAY. IS THE DAY WHEN MY SCIENCES ARE ALL ALL DONE. WHEEEEHEEE.

but i feel really scared for my chem. ahhh ahhh ahhhh. i studied reallyreally hard for it. even harder then for my bio. and yet bio was super easy while chem was so difficult! AHH WHY WHY?!

i thought i could relieve myself from stress at handbells. but then. some people just did not have to cooperate. really. do you people have respect for your elders? i really wished the sec4s was here today. rui was under stress today and i was feeling rather annoyed with them. like one is fine, the other knows too much and dosen't know how to respect her seniors.. while the other just like just keeps quiet there and don't do anything until we instruct her too. like HELLO you are 13 already. surely you know how to stand on your own feet and watch out for yourself and all. you don't just stand there and when we wanna start you haven't even highlighted your score when others have done earlier during the allotted time. baaaah what crap is this i'm wondering. and then if you don't know how to shake your bell at least say so lah! don't just keep quiet there and then when we ask who are the people doing the shake part then you say you don't know how to shake.. like have more than half the time is gone and we went through the song like how many times????

and for you. stop giving that excuse. 'i'm only sec1.' so WHAT if you are sec1? we were all sec1 once and if we made mistakes we just accept it from your seniors and take it as a learning lesson! that's what we still do now. its very very annoying when you give that stupid excuse. and urgh. i think the next time i catch anyone touching the bell so lovingly... meaning like rubbing and rubbing the metal part.. i'm seriously gonna tell that person not to touch it so much or else it will turn dirty veryvery fast. i feel very protective over our bells hahaha. i guess the reason we really want you to do well and stop crapping about is number 1.. we don't wanna get scolded by mrs aw on friday when she sees the standard of playing.. and for syf. you need to learn how to cooperate with rui. i empahsize on the NEED.

baaah. i think i'm ultra pissed now. but i have a feeling rui is more pissed than me. whooosh rui you still have petty, monica, prisci and me! we shall stick together eh? (okay that sounds like honey. random talk)

there are some other matters which i feel really confused about. i don't know how should i feel towards this and that. its just this very confused feeling. oh well. i guess leaving it in God's hands is the best right.

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something about what deborah said struck me quite abit
she said she needed a best friend.
well, all i can say is that i don't have a best friend too. and i'm perfectly happy with that. cos i know Jesus is my bestiest friend and He is always there for me. therefore, i can go without one. hehe. i have plenty of friends around me.. and i appreciate them. a few of them would be esther, jasmine, lipin, becky, jieyi, monica, ruijun, deborah and priscilla. haha. and of course there's someone else too.. and i appreciate her very much too (:

ps : thanks jie yi for taking the time to listen to me! haha i don't usually blab around to people how i feel. anyway thanks! ;D

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Tiffany
Hello! This blog is basically the rambling records of almost the whole of my secondary school life, and although i've moved on to LJ, i'm keeping this here as it is (: After graduating from MG (with lovely friendships made and pleasures shared<3), I'm currently studying in Ngee Ann Polytechnic doing Child Psychology & Early Education! Life has become more exciting than ever before, because Christ, the author and perfector of our faith, our Perfect Love, has set the higher purpose and calling for me to discover. As a result, faith and hope is rising, and my prayer is that everyone else will find the conviction to say this too one day. With this, I rejoice with all my heart, for it is through Christ I can do all things! (Phillipians 4:13)

Oh and yes, I am uniquely specially sane :D

slideshow of mghandbellers! (:

go go!
-to all handbellers.

WHEE MGHANDBELLCHOIR2006!

you are one bunch of funny amusing and fab people! you certainly brought alot of cheeeer in my life and i'm really thankful to know you all! joining handbells is one thing i'll definately not regret! (:

4TH JUNE 4TH JUNE!
2006 for those who don't think sanely.
GLOBAL DAY OF PRAYER
AT THE NATIONAL STADIUM.
7PM

i'm just doing my part here. calling all Christians in Singapore to go for this event. i think and believe its gonna be an awesome thing. something that's part of God's great plan for all the nations in the world. look around you. the events happening in the world. i just feel that we should all pause for a moment and just get down and pray. pray for the nations, and our country too.

and yep i'm going! somehow i just feel the calling to go. i missed lovemg [boooohoooo] and i'm definately not missing this one. i've seen the poster so manymany times around singapore. it's like God's constant reminder of this date, 4thjune, there's this thing going on. and then we watched the video today and it really moved me to see so many people from so many diff countries get together to pray for the world and their nation. and even though singapore is much smaller than all these countries.. i believe that WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TOO TO THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING AROUND US. :D


they say in kaizen campsite
the food is very nice
you ask for curry chicken
they give you chicken backside

[chorus]
we dont wanna stay in kaizen campsite
camp chief i wanna go
trainer dont let me go
mummy i wanna go home

they say in kaizan campsite
the creatures are very cute
you look for furry creatures
all you find are leeches

[chorus]

they say in kaizencampsite
the bunks are very nice
you ask for support pillow
they give you porcupine

[chorus]

they say in kaizen campsite
the guys are very hot
you ask for hiphop nelly
they give you huzaime(one of the trainers HAHAHA!)

thats one of the songs that someone composed for the campfire :D super funny. but of course now everyone WANTS to GO BACK TO CAMP. RAHHHH. camp sick camp sick.

oh but its really great to be back in church for combined service and in the children's ministry! not that i missed any sundays SO FAR [ ): !!] but i felt that i haven't been worshipping Him so heartily lately.. i guess cos we sang so many camp fire songs and we were so busy and annoyed with the flies and etcetc.. and i missed my songs at home. haha! and oh yeah ym 's worship is good. much better than in school. (: but then again its your heart that counts when it comes to worship. i guess i didn't read my Bible for a long time.. leaving me quite distant from Him.

did i make sense there. i'm wondering about that now. haha.

but anyway. it really did feel GREAT to be in church! combined service was awesome. pastor Alvin chan gave a good message today. something that really applied to me. :D :D hehe.

and before that we had this meeting with adena, anne and aunty lichoo. together with deborah and elizabeth. its really nice to meet up with them again. we haven't had a meeting for a long time. haha! and they said they wanted to spilt up the sunday school group. again. you know how many thousand times throughout my years in 730 they did that. hopefully this time it'll last. and i'm gonna try to ensure it cos i always thought that spilting them up was a better idea. in fact muchmuch better. hahaha. and deb, me, jamie, esther, elizabeth and joanne has been given the task of leading worship for the younger ones! so honoured man. (: Praise God for this opportunity of serving Him even better than i used to. and woah i think i have to do a duty roster. AND I FORGOT HOW TO WORK MICROSOFT EXCEL EEEYER. oh well. then this would be the PERFECT chance to show off my oh so wonderful handwriting

[tskTSK tiffany!!]

hahahahahahaha =)

oh today something rather funny happened betweeen deborah, me and... me :D
deborah remarked that she had to buy new school shoes cos she threw her old one away during obs. and then i exclaimed 'oh yeah i also need to buy new ones cos i threw mine away too!' and then we thought of going to buy school shoes together. hahahaa thats so random but ANYWAY, then we kinda set it to tues. and then we went off for ym.
worship.
then after that when we were going to sit down, it suddenly occured to me : eh i'm going to school on MONDAY already.. how can buy school shoes on tues ?!

HAHAHAHAHA. i'm so absent minded hurr. and cos deb have friends going to her place on mon for maths project.. i bought it today when mummy went to isetan and daddy, esther tabi and i went united square. haha.

.
i'm awefully disappointed in you. really. i never dreamt that you'll do such a thing. you know how much it breaks my heart. sigh.

handbells prac tml! so exxxxxcitinggggg. x)
ooh yeah yipyipee yeah!


MG'S BURNING IN THE HOTHOT SUN AND WE HAVE WON THE WAR!!! (:

its the holidays
its the great singapore sale
wowwwwwww

i just realised that we came back from camp at the start of the great singapore sale. how cool. haha! i still miss camp. all the cheers. whoots! i definately screamed alot over there, much more than anywhere else. and oh boy i do miss all those funny trainers. and sarah. she's so ego and funny. hahahaha. campfire's song is still in my head. esp the last line (:

today i went to marina sq to buy stuff with mummy and e. it just brought memories back of when the handbell choir 05 and some of us training group members went to eat dinner before the esplande performance. long john silver did we go with less than 6 bucks hahaha. sec1s went with the sec4s oh so fun!

spent a longlong time at precious thots. honestly.. that place is freezing and i don't know how those people who work there can stand it. brrrcoldcold. bought like alot and alot of things. then went to eat lunch. and then went to espirt! the clothes there are so cool now. so many pretty things! i got a bag and a shirt yay. sohappy. haha i like the bag! (:

oh here are some pics of our learning journey to changi museum and labrador park. gah i wish we could have brought our cam to camp. then we would be able to take pics there too ): i miss it.

jieyi trying to take a pic of lipin who is er, doing exactly doing the same thing. see the joy in her face. tsk. the simple things that give some people joy.

and now apparently she finds pure joy in tryingto take a pic of me, without my consent. hmph. evilgirl. and there another evil one laughing at me - zhiyun >(

JASMINE SO VERY FUNNY! :D

jasmine and zhiyun. okay watch this. that photo is from lipin's cam... and...

hahahaha! so funny. well i think so. that pic is from my cam (:

back to the game that everyone loves to play : hide-your-face-with-your-cam

and again.

why are all sarahs so ego? tsk.

ego again! this time + laoshi. even more ego.

everyone who has cam loves this game don't we? hah. (:

retardednco you're so funny. and we didn't take a group photo how sad. we must take one day eh? haha.

there was something else i wanted to blog about but thanks to my stm, i forgot. bah.

Camp fires burning now
CAMP FIRES BURNNINGG NOW
Camp fires burning now
CAMP FIRES BURNING NOW
Burning now
BURN BURN BURN
Burning now
BURN BURN BURN
Camp fires burning in the dark dark night, you go
OOH YEAH, YIPEE YIPEE YEAH
Camp fires burning in the dark dark night, you go
OOH YEAH, YIPPE YIPEE YEAH.

i want to linger
Just a little longer
Just a little longer here with you
its such a perfect night
It doesn't seem quite right
Cos its my last night here with you

And come september.
i will remember
the memories and friendships true.
and as the years go by
I will remember something goodnight and not goodbye

and many more (:
ah i really miss camp now. i just lovelove the trainers! they're so funny and funky. and i know everyone feels that way now. sigh. if only the toliet and the beds were decent, then it would be perrrrfect (:
so. tiffany feels camp sick. surprisingly. i really miss my group and the trainers. x(

I'M BACK! WHEEEHEEE!

camp has been :
disgusting
horrifying

and

totally fun!! (:

okay not totally, but it was still fun. here's a either brief of detailed account of it i'm not sure which.

conditions there
the dorms.. in particular mine, had holes in the roof, one pathetic light bulb to share between aboput 20 people, 2 veryvery cold fans and a toliet which consisted of 3showers and 1toliet. one of the shower doors kinda collasped, and one had a toad and a huge lizard in it. i did not see it myself cos i never stepped 3steps away from the door. haha. and one was apparently in working order. but i think later on another toad came in so yeah.. the toliet was one of the much avoided places in camp. the toliet, was just one hole.. and a bucket and a scoop to pour water down the hole.. and it was all clogged up. i managed to keep it to me visiting the toliet twice a day. hahahaha. i feel so proud of myself. but then again i don't usually go toliet very often.
the beds.. were just 4platforms with several veryvery old mattresses. it was so ew lah... and since i didn't bring my sleeping bag, i put this blanket as my so called bedsheet. and my bag was my pillow. haha. at night, its super cold. i don't know why. ah but it was freezing.. and you don't wanna get out of bed in the morning.
the canteen, had swarms and swarms of flies. disgusting okay. like the net you put over the food, you have to chase away at least like 10 of the flies on it before you can remove it. and someone had to consistenly wave her hand among the food. argh. and the food aren't that great either.
supper's the best :D and the best drink was like milo la. the rest were like what, syrup with diff colourings each day.

activites
activites was very fun! except the SWAMP & the tunnel. tunnel was so freaky okay.. we were all paranoid inside there.. and we were screaming and screaming, esp wanjin. haha.

the swamp was... lets just put it as that i came out tramautised. very. hahaha. the water stinked like shit, and the moment you go in EVERYTHING goes into you shoes. and then at this part you have to close your eyes, dig deep down in the ground for mud. and have a mud fight. i was kinda hiding behind lesley so i didn't get the mud and all too badly. poor caroline. she was quite okay in the beginning then they realised she was clean and then they started throwing at her. suyi and heidi. tsktsk. shirts were brown until you couldn't even see the words on the shirt. ears also have mud. cos other groups went with us, there were terrified screams behind us. so scary. and our group is so evil man.. like we cleared the way for the other groups to pass us first and when they passed us they started throwing mud at them. heeheehee. and when we went back to the camp site we started hugging people. haha. then one of the trainers ran away when she saw us. we ask her why she run away she said 'scared' HAHA!

waterfall expedition
LEECHES was the word said the most during the expedition. so many screams.. esp from nicole's group cos there were people like xueqi and sarah in the group. haha. paranoid people. see ants also scream like its a cockroach. hahaha. i didn't get a leech bite thank goodness. but giselle got it and her wound wouldn't stop bleeding. until like in the evening she went to find the trainers then they put a gauze for her. i got many sandfly and mosquitoe bites eeeyer. and it itches a whole lot. the last part was cool though. the waterfall water was so cold, but very fun! and the last part we had to climb rocks.. and it was really slippery. i slipped a few times haha.

night trek
wow it was quite freaky. we had to hold on to a CABLE. cable okay. not a ROPE. and hold on to your friend's shoulder too. and we did it in darkness. however our batch was quite lucky cos we had the moon with us on our night, but the other batch didn't.. and it was really dark for them.

campfire! (:
that. was super duper fun. the fire was awesome and cool. and finally i get to see a REAL hot burning fire. wheeeeeeee. the teachers were funnyfunnyfunny. and so were the trainers! it was the best night of all. :D


oh oh. there's this reallyreallyREALLY funny song i learnt at camp.. also with other very cute and funny songs.

peeking through the window
what do people see?
if you want a ______ ( i don't know the word and its some really weird word)
do the proper way.

meet me tonight by the moonlight
meet me tonight all alone
i want to show you something
something thats YELLOW and LONG.

dramatic pause..

1banana 2 banana 3 banana 4 hey!
5banana 6banana manymany more hey!
1banana 2banana 3banana 4 hey!
5banana 6banana many many more hey!
many many more hey!
many many more hey!
*much slower
many...... many.... more.

HAHAAHAHAHAAHA. when my trainer started to sing it for us the first time.. i started laughing at the 2nd line. and it got worst and worst. HAHAH. hannah suyi sam and i were laughing our heads off. and lesley was er. laughing cos of my laughing? so weird. yep and there was so many diff kinds of claps and cheers and the dances we learnt.. it really made the camp more enjoyable.
ah. i really miss the songs dances and cheers and all the trainers!
and i miss my group too. i think we were great. although we didn't really show the people we were suppose to show that we were bonded, we all know that we all bonded together, which really made the camp fun and enjoyable. and i made so many new friends. yay (: you guys rock. and i also bonded with those people i knew better in pri school.. and havent been in the same class for at least 2years.. you people rock too! so here's a BIG thank you to :

LESLEY
CAROLINE
GISELLE
GRACE FONG
STEFANIE
ZHANG HUI
KRITHIKA
WANJIN
SAMANTHA
SUYI
HANNAH
MOLINA
KENDRA
HEIDI
BEATRICE
GAYLE

and

ALL YOU WONDERFUL TRAINERS AND SARAH AND THE CAMP CHIEF! YOU ALL MADE THE CAMP SO FUNFUNFUN!

i miss you all badly. somehow during the seafood lunch i kinda felt deflated.. cos our class is so not like my group when we are all enthusiastic about the songs. like the people in our class is so bochap and not fun. sigggh. which is one of the reasons why i really miss camp so much.

bah. but OH i miss handbells really badly too. and prac starts this monday! yay yay yay. i already missed one week and i feel so sad. so i can't wait! i'm ready for prac and prac and more pracs! i miss all the sec3s and 4s. hahahahaha. oh grah. i realise that i need to go shopping for presents like real soon.. everything is coming up.

farewell and goodbye



goodbye. tml i will be emarking on this very interesting journey to johorE. haha i never knew there was a E there. until we filled in that card thingy to enter malaysia.

some of my depression has been taken away because yes. :D my bag is almost packed. but i hate carrying around cos i always feel like some weird person carrying such a big and awkward bag.

the sec3s are now away at obs and i will have no one really amusing to talk to online. hahaha.
sigh. i hope you all come back safe and sound.. esp since some of you will be doing some reallyreally interesting stuff with me :D

and i declare no matter what i must be able to return to singapore ALIVE cos i still have manymany interesting and fun stuff to do here. JAP trip wheeeeee. =) and hopefully i will be come back with pleasant memories instead of torturous nightmares >< people =")" interesting =")">< but overall i think it was interesting.. although i think i wanna start reading all those war books again. its so interesting. hahaha. i'll continue with war in europe like i did in previous years. i wanna read about hitler. haha. last year i read about chairman mao. it was so political. so some parts were boring in the books i read and the shows i watched. but then again its interesting too. i like reading biographies =) and so this year i wanna get books on hitler. i read enough about anne frank i think (: haha. then another time i'll read about war in asia. its so grosss. hah.

today. is a day considered to be a going out day. mummy my sis and i went out prac just for buying everything concerning ME. - quoted from mummy. oh no no. you had lunch too! that was for you! heeHEE.
its all the camp's fault. because of it i have to undergo so many things. eeesh. yeah. so i went out to buy track pants, and i bought SPECS. can you believe it. oh yes you can. bah. what am i talking about. rubbish.
for the first half of the morning i went round looking so very blur cos i was instructed not to wear my lenses last night so that the next day i could go to the optiction to try soft lenses. but then in the end optiction say wear glasses the best and since. my sister stole all my glasses away so i had to make new ones. makes sense? okay.
yeah so i bought specs because of the camp as i can't wear my contacts there. >< its pink. hehehehe. and i can assure you it dosen't look like anyone in particular. and i'm equally sure that some people know what i'm talking about x)
laaaaaa. yeah and then i went to popular and WHEEE. i finally bought the last part of someone's bday present! i can't say who yet, its a surprise :D and yes i'm happy that i finally bought it so that i can complete the present. (: (: (:
and then later on in the evening i went to cut my hair. ahhh. okay it looks. not a complete disaster. but yeah it is neater now (: then went to yan's house! ah fun fun =) lots of weird things happen but i shan't say them here.

ooh one thing which is requested to be stated here in this post : EATING CHILLIES MAKE YOU GROW TALLER HAHAHAHAA. a supposed theory by none other than me. i'm not saying its true, but its a possible thing. since someone who dosen't eat spicy stuff is shorter than me. HEEHEE. x)

come.
lets us all start the great depression
:/

retardednco members have declared 19th may to the 26th may The Great Depression. oh so very sad. we are all depressed due to certain reasons.
the major one would be :CAMP.
EEEEYER.
i feel really bad. really. oh dear. ):

next. my dad just told me that instead of leaving for australia one day after we come back from japan, (which is badbad enough) we would be leaving on the SAME day.. which i calculated less than 4hours in singapore.
): !!!!!

my sunny island oh i shall miss you.
okay that sounded weird. but anyway.
SIGH.

meanwhile handbells has just gotten interesting. we are (finally) having another performance outside school. YAY (: (: (: and thank goodness. i managed to remember and play my burong song correctly! whoopee. :D and the other piece we are playing : rondo a-very-long-word is veryvery nice! its really sweet and nice. though i think for a dinner would be kinda uh weird. but oh wells. i love it!
musical piece is getting weirder and weirder. and hotter and hotter. we are all squeezed like sardines.. so i stood sideways while playing it today. and the tune is horrible. HORRIBLE i tell you. oh wait. there isn't a tune in the first place.
meanwhile. some people has been really stubborn. eeyer. you ah. lalaa. stubborn girl. you are making me stressed out. ): haha joking. but the stubborn part i am serious.
oh man. i forgot what else was i suppose to blog about. cos i just realised that i was really blur in pris and monica's conver. HEEHEEHEE. sorry guys! (:

-end.

today. was a highly unusual day.
hahahahahaha.
still i managed to pass it without being too traumatised or something.
(:

but i still declare
STALKERS.

ahahaha.

oh yes! i found the red and white song! this is meant for all handbellers. come get the song from me. and i want the burong kakak tua song! and we are gonna sing it for camp! ahahaha. i won't sing. i'll just stand there and laugh. and think about what happened on that night. and most importantly : B4.
ahhh. i'm starting to get traumatised by that. i hope i can still remember.. and to play it correctly.

LOVEMG
26TH JUNE 2006
730PM
MG AUDITORIUM
630 THERE'S FINGER FOOD!

ANYONE going? except for prisci that i know. if anyone else is going telltell me! ahahaha i'm trying to get monica to go. but if anyone else is going tell me okay. (:

CROSS COUNTRY 2006

tiffany walked, jogged, and skip
how lovely
not really
ahahahaha
(: / ):

right i'm being contradictive here. had handbells prac today and it was rather slack. during out break we went to the comp lab and started this msn games marathon. only a few other girls were in the comp lab.. so it was like rather private. (: ahaha it was so funny.. tracy esp. her remarks made me have my laughing fits.. which will somehow cause monica to start laughing. then she start asking me to stop laughing.. which isn't very successful. maybe for 2seconds. but then 2seconds isn't alot. so it's not counted. and then it was so funny to hear everyone speaking to the comp in different manners. heheee. xD

back to the cross country meet.. i honestly freaked out like um i don't know what this morning.. due to some circumstances i was delayed in reaching macritchie at 7 which i was suppose to do so. instead i reached there at 730 prac on the dot. phewwww. i could have reached there later lah. thank goodness i reached there on time (:
drank 3cups of milo. i must say that you'll never know how good cold milo taste until you drink it after a run. some people were enormously lucky to not have to run.. lucky pigs. some even got to sit in a tent with the teachers to help record marks ): lipin says she wanna join gb next year! HAHAHAHA. just imagining her wearing the uniform makes me laugh.
went to united sq with pris and monica. ahh i like all these outings with the 2of them! and rui too. too bad she couldn't come due to certain reasons. yea and then there was thispart when we were standing at the overhead bridge.. trying to figure out whether 980 goes to that busstop or another one further one. and it took about 3people before we got the ans and comfirmed it. ahahaha. yating was so funny. haha.
went to united sq. felt awkward for certain reasons once again. ate at macs. i ate the most again sigh. haha. went back to school on 170. urgh. now i'm seriously not taking it again forever and ever. unless its emergency. the 3 of us squeezed into one seat hahaha. and we managed quite successfully. :D

yep the sec4s are coming for cca this friday! oh man i'm so looking forward to it (: (: (: it will be great to have them back. when ms sim said that they will be coming for prac all of us started cheering like xiao.

back to the still unfinished spastic english assignment. ahhh its so annoying. ):

i am antisocial i do realise.
ahahahahaha.
(:

had this BIG shock this morning
which prob concerned my future : life or death [in the mental way of course]
but then in the end (during recess time)
tiffany lived happily ever after (:
well for the time being duh.

went to island creamery!
quite fun.. except for some people who made some parts unpleasant
:(
oooh jieyi lipin and i had some fun playing around with lipin's new and old phone!
so farnie. teehee
i was remarking that if lipin got robbed of her things then the robber would gain alot from it cos he/she would get 2phones instead of 1.
ahhh i'm so sadistic *evilgrin*

i don't wanna run tml
i'll most prob walk with the retardednco.
except for jieyi since she's doing duty
aka feeding on mosquitoes :P
and my feet hurt the whole of today anyway
but oh no there's gonna be teachers walking behind everyone
meaning walking behind us luh
and ms sim is one of them!
its not a nice feeling having your cca teacher (whom i btw will meet later in school) walking and staring at your back..
esp when you are walking
oh dear ):

maths remedial on wednesday!
AHAHAHAHAA.
and hem. jieyi and i just figured out something reallyreallyREALLY interesting today
*evilevil grin*
and today 3 is the number i'm totally obsessed amused with!!
x)
but then jie and lipin is gonna ask ms tan on wed whether if they can have remedial on thurs instead.
and i guess i'll join them? oh dear
i helped them come up with excuses on why they cannot not come on wed(:
(see how nice am i even though i'm putting my self at HIGH risk)
HAHA.
why are they so so so interested in that
sigh

got back our eng paper today.
note : we did the paper in feb. and what month is it now?
tsktsk
but then it means that there is gonna be another paper coming up soon
now THAT'S bad news
the last paper was so so difficult!!
and i didn't score well.. disappointments.
well i passed at least (:
BUT STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

things i must remind myself to do/bring : passport
vcd (for lipin who else)
handbells score!
i actually filed my handbells score in my file so that i wont forget. budden it just occured to me that i'm not bringing my file to school tml. grah.

and MONICA I DON'T CARE YOU ARE COMING FOR PRAC. YOU HAVE TOO. AND WHATS MORE IF YOU DON'T COME YOU'RE NOT SETTING A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR THE SEC1S. SO YOU BETTER COME. HOW IS ONE PERSON GONNA PUSH THE TROLLEY ?! AND YOU NEED 2PEOPLE TO CHEER THE WHOLE CHOIR UP. NOT ONE PERSON. SO YOU BETTER COMEEEEEE.

sheesh. so there.

i am now very disturbed. and disgusted. with several people. siggggggh.
anyway i shall not talk about the disgusted part, BUT about the disturbed part.

really. tsktsk. i never get to see what in the world did you tag but anyway from this one thing i conclude is that lipin is nutsss. but haha thanks anyway. and good friend? hmmmmm. anyway. TSKTSKTSK.

sen asked me whether i wanted to play in the bowling gala on the 4th june. WAAH I DON'T WANT TOO OKAY. NOT LIKE MY BOWLING IS GOOD OR WHAT. HRMPH. and whats more, i don't want to be the only girl playing in our team. so not nice! i rather drag esther or deborah to play with me too. eeeeek. i really don't want too. i might screw everything up. argh. and everyone is like looking? sorrry i have stage fright. or bowling alley fright. no no no no. i don't want. and hmm should i go with esther for that 4th june thingy? still deciding since like 2nd,3rd and 5th i have to go to school for prac. that musical. hmph. cos so much trouble. ahahaha.

i think my sis is very bad.. she got no feelings or what. never feel sad during the show i not stupid 2! she just stared at the screen the whole time yesterday. somemore its her first time watching it luh. and she kept on asking me qs during the show. stupid qs whats more. (heh hehhe note the irony : the show is i not stupid 2. HAHA.) ahhh next time i shall be not nice and go watch movies myself at home, and lock the door.

went out for lunch today with grandmother. we went to eat teochew food. ahhhh we have been eating it so very often these days. and i don't really like it. ): but this time at least i liked the cuttle fish and some olive thing best. heh. and i drank dunno how many cups of tea luh. so funny.. and then i received some really disturbing news via sms. really disturbing i can assure you. sheeeesh. and then we took a really long time to return home. argh. and i did get a shock. eeeee you like to give people heart attack is it.
>.<

another thing i concluded today : i have enough of teochew food. can we go for a cantonese marathon now? i don't mind one :D

i changed skin again. its very nice i think cos i made the template by taking different parts off from different skins to produce this one. haha.

... all i can say now is that S_____ is the nicest person in the whole wide world. (: while some people hemhem are not.

this morning i went to toapayoh again for breakfast and if i remembered correctly the last time i went there was for the swim meet. or maybe i went there again after that? stm luh! x)
hahahahaha. made me remember all the funnyfunny events that took place before the swim meet, during the swim meet and after the swim meet. hiding behind umbrellas attempting to shy away from the hot hot sun. searching for sec4s which apparently did not turn up for our gathering.. getting step over by someone who wanted to get her bag, laughing for 3minutes non stop over the most disgusting matters..
hehehe overall i think 2006's swim meet was the funnest of all the swim meets i attended. (which is actually only 3 i just realise) and oh man i miss all the sec4s.. hurry come back so that the songs don't feel so empty!

mummy has gone out for lunch.. which is most prob for the whole day.. meaning i have the whole house to myself (okay fine my sister too) and i'm wondering what shall i do today. maybe i'll take this opportunity to sit down and watch a movie (which i haven't done so for a long time), i not stupid too again. why cos i don't want anybody to see me tearing when i watch it. bleah. i am a very sensitive person i realise. which can be a good and not so good thing, esp when if you have eyes that takes forever to return back to its original colour.

ahahaha. my rabbit is so random

its like.. totally wet outside.. and yet she chooses to sit in the middle of no where and stone.
how random.
hence, if you never heard of a rabbit being random before.. now you have x)


lit presentation was supersuper fun and good!
its a good thing everyone kept laughing. teehee.. or else i will be the only extra one laughing insaningly in class while standing there. haha and mrs ng kept laughing too! good for her and us. good for everyone!

okay i think i'm not making alot of sense here. blah.

maths test was pretty easy. phew. haha thanks pris for trying really hard to help me! so hard until we lost time. hehe. yeah so i think i will be able to do okay for it.

i wish i can help you in some way.. but i just don't know how to, and we don't meet up more often. sigh. i really wish i can. just remember to trust in the Lord always and He will meet your needs. and by the way i'm kinda happy that you consider me as close friends.. the only prob is that we don't meet up that regularly. oh well.

grah. someone just spoiled my mood for today. *glares*
sigh oh well.

today we did the lamest thing ever for something academic. ahahahaha. but then again my presentations are usually rather unusual from the stuff everyone would normally do. well unless its reallyreally boring and i don't see any unique thing i can add in.

HAHA. but today was one of the funniest things i ever did. went to jasmine's house for lit project. some character study on one of the kids in TKAM. and we somehow chose scout. and yeah. all i can say now is :

OVERALLS. (hahahahah becky!)

and oh man. i'm so sorry but i can't go island creamery tml! GRAH we forgot that there's physics remedial and i have tuition at 330. sheeesh it was suppose to be at 4! sighsigh.

if we cannot go.. then er, monday can? i want want want to go! the icecream there is so nice! haha. or WEDNESDAY???? oh yeah but becky can't make it. oh dear, if only you can.. we can zooooom off straight away after art. :D

i feeel like i dieded for chem. shoooots.

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okay i give up. i shall resist my temptations and not go for recess tml (maybe i'll go for breakfast) and do my physics and maths.
hmph. who ask me not to bring home some very impt notes. punishments yeah?
haha
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why. am i always missing all the exciting stuff. sigh.
somemore today i could have stayed back. sheeeesh. early say don't have tuition la. >.<

tml we are going through papers.
because of that, tiffany is undergoing extreme stress and panick
her cells are dying... rapidly
oh no oh no oh no.
i don't want to let anyone down. i studied. really. and really really hard.
): >.< =(
can i cry now sigh.
=(

and now, i declared something which is rather surprising. i shall start studying as if i'm preparing for my end of years already. anyway i should. yeah. i don't want to dissappoint myself or my family or anyone else. sigh. and i can't go for retreat. you know how big a blow is that. oh well i guess no one will really understand how sad is that. its just a terrible terrible feeling. >.<

i realise this is a very sad post. sigh.

oh oh. on a higher note..
i kinda vandalised the handbell noticeboard
teeheeheee.
i'm so sorry sandra for kinda spoiling your beautiful letter. well i wasn't the only one, monica and priscilla contributed to the comments. i haven't seen prisci's one yet though. haha tml i shall go seeee.

okay this isn't helping. and my maths hw will not help in any way in lightening up my spirit. but sigh i have to do it.. so byebye.

i got this from jasmine's blog. jasmine, who has affectionally renamed herself online as the CCC. to her is Corrupted Class Chairperson. to me its the Crazy Community Centre.

anyway its kinda crazy. its 90 things but i shall just do 50 today, and the other tml..

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hello its pw now. haha. i decided to not do that lame thing anymore. haha

oh by the way!

http://retardednco.blogspot.com

GO! tags are welcome (i think)
BUT. if you don't feel prepared for rather lame stuff then don't go.
heeeheeeheee.

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hehe. i think i must be going crazy. posting 2post in one day.
but i really couldn't resist putting up this pic!

ahh. its currently the best piece of schedule i ever recieved.
:D :D :D :D :D
yeah man. its big grins when it comes to this letter. :D

anyway. if you haven't realised yet, it my jap trip timetable. fellow handbellers if you don't recognise it on first glance my only comment : TSKTSK.

rahh. its so SO cool. 16th nov!!! here i come!
(:

yesterday i had this amazing tour of blogs around the internet
and i found a number of very interesting blogs
sec1 class blogs
(:

whoops sorry if it meant a senior intruding into your sec1 private stuff, but i really kinda stumbled on it by accident. though it was 1s' blog link that started off the whole thing. haha.

so now i have M, E, T, H, D, I, S' blogs. :D
and some other sec1 girls blogs whom i know. hahaha.
1D is really amazing and a bit crazy.. why in the world do you have 3 class blogs?! but anyway.. i think the 3rd one is the most updated one. so i take that one as your official class blog. heehee i must thank 1h, cos they were the ones who link M, E, and the 3 D's blogs. hahaha. all of their skins and all are quite nice.. nicer than our class one. whoops i'm not discriminating our class but i don't really like our skin. and in the sec1's and 2o's blog you can see a certain kind of bonding, but for ours? its really kinda sad. 2S WE NEED CLASS SPIRIT.

oh well. i don't think any of them except maybe one or 2 will see that line. :/

haha. i shan't link any of the class blogs in here, for their privacy. i just know some people will go and tag like crazy anons over there, which we all know its not very nice cos we have experienced it before. so if you really wanna go visit their blogs.. ask me personally and if i feel that you deserve (heeheehee) to know then i'll give you the link. haha.

1E had a class bbq! how cool is that man. haha. even ms sim attended. mmm. i wish we can have handbells bbq, budden prisci may not be able to go, so its still undecided. this outing thing.

ahhhhhh. this is one of my prayer request : for the sec1s in the training group to bond with us sec2s and 3s(:

sigh i wanna go lovemg.. esp since i already missed DANCEnite and DRAMAnight. you know how sad that was and still is. arrrgh. blow the exams. but its over and i guess there's no use still mourning over it. and so i wanna go lovemg! but if monica dosen't go, i should go with prisci? ahh but what if she is not going too? monica and prisci plspls go. even though we finish camp on that day

sigh these dates. why do they always pick dates which are so unappropiate?!

God is in Control

This is no time for fear
This is a time for faith and determination
Don't lose the vision here
Carried away by the motion
Hold on to all that you hide in your heart
There is one thing that has always been true
It holds the world together

God is in control
We believe that His children will not be forsaken
God is in control
We will choose to remember and never be shaken
There is no power above or beside Him, we know ohh
God is in control, oh God is in control

History marches on
There is a bottom line drawn across the ages
Culture can make its plan
Oh, but the line never changes
No matter how the deception may fly
There is one thing that has always been true
It will be true forever

God is in control
We believe that His children will not be forsaken
God is in control
We will choose to remember and never be shaken
There is no power above or beside Him, we know ohh
God is in control, oh God is in control

He has never let you down
Why start to worry now?
Why start to worry now?
He is still the Lord of all we see
And He is still the loving Father
Watching over you and me

Watching over you, watching over me
Wwatching over every thing.
Watching over you, watching over me
Every little sparrow, every little king
oh, every little king

God is in control
We believe that His children will not be forsaken
God is in control
We will choose to remember and never be shaken
There is no power above or beside Him, we know ohh
God is in control, oh God is in control
Ohh God is in control
Ohh God is in control

this is song is reallyreally encouraging.. now i know why pauline put it down in her blog haha. itreminds us that God is in control in whatever situation we may be. and we should trust Him always to guide us in the correct path(:

read this extremely funny conver between me and lipin

*oh to understand it, you see when lipin says 'crap!' charmaine chen would go 'prawn!' and i attempted to do the same as her when lipin said crap after school in the art room while we were constructing our house.

lipin : CRAP!
tiffany : PRAWN!
lipin : (tries to be smart) LOBSTER!
tiffany : (tries to show her that she's not as smart as she thinks) FISH
lipin : (still does not get the hint) err. SATAY!

WAHAHAHAAHAHA. after that there was so much laughter. satay where got seafood! eheheheheeheheHEEEHEE.

thenthen

lipin : STINGRAY!
tiffany : CRAYFISH!
lipin : SALMON!
tiffany : CODFISH!
lipin : IKANBILIS!*

*again puntuated with alot of laughing.

tiffany : er STARFISH!
lipin : STARFISH not edible! JELLYFISH!
tiffany : FINE. errr. SEAHORSE!
lipin : can eat meh.
tiffany : i don't know

HAH. i can't remember anymore. but it was veryvery funny!

HEEHEEHEEHEEE. xD




HAHA. that was what happened yesterday. today we found out from jasmine that seahorse is edible. haha.

-here's a random thought. i love my seniors! hahahaha. handbell performing group 2006, thank you for making one part of my life veryvery enjoyable! hehehe.

today i proved that i am a literal thinker.. esp when school is over my brain functions half the time slower. i'm sorry lah. i didn't get you even though i think it was pretty obvious to you.

weird things seem to always happen to me.

today i bumped into so many people.. and some was a one go. like must it be that every floor i see someone i know? haha.

and then... the weirdest of the weirdilest thing happened. i took 67 home. and then at some school bus stop.. i can't remember which i think either nanyang or hwa chong or njc (eh wait thats all the schools i pass by to go home right. HAHA ) lots of people got up the bus and one of the last person was... jiemin

to backtrack a bit, jiemin is one of the youth group leaders in ym at wesley. and somehow.. i have absolutely no idea why.. i keep on meeting him at unexpected places. first it was in school. ( ?! ) which was during the handbells concert, and i was ushering. as if that was weird enough, when i went to barker ahem its for no suspicious reason.. i went to visit my kindergarten at barker with sophia and shuen. and then somehow he was the only person who saw me. and then the very next sunday when deb and i were treated for free breakfast with our small group leader he was having breakfast with us and then he went 'so what were you doing at barker the other day?' and i went my usual HUH? and then i was no no no no.. and the proceeded to explain.

and so now.. i have to meet him on the bus. and he sat in front of me! how weird can that get. and he was like hello! what's your name again? hah. and he's benji's PE teacher. hahahaha

okay so much for my weird event.

ps: there's actually alot more that happened today and recently. but i shall be kind and not bore you with my endless rantings of weird stuff that happens to me. ;D heh.

TODAY. IS THE DAY WHEN MY SCIENCES ARE ALL ALL DONE. WHEEEEHEEE.

but i feel really scared for my chem. ahhh ahhh ahhhh. i studied reallyreally hard for it. even harder then for my bio. and yet bio was super easy while chem was so difficult! AHH WHY WHY?!

i thought i could relieve myself from stress at handbells. but then. some people just did not have to cooperate. really. do you people have respect for your elders? i really wished the sec4s was here today. rui was under stress today and i was feeling rather annoyed with them. like one is fine, the other knows too much and dosen't know how to respect her seniors.. while the other just like just keeps quiet there and don't do anything until we instruct her too. like HELLO you are 13 already. surely you know how to stand on your own feet and watch out for yourself and all. you don't just stand there and when we wanna start you haven't even highlighted your score when others have done earlier during the allotted time. baaaah what crap is this i'm wondering. and then if you don't know how to shake your bell at least say so lah! don't just keep quiet there and then when we ask who are the people doing the shake part then you say you don't know how to shake.. like have more than half the time is gone and we went through the song like how many times????

and for you. stop giving that excuse. 'i'm only sec1.' so WHAT if you are sec1? we were all sec1 once and if we made mistakes we just accept it from your seniors and take it as a learning lesson! that's what we still do now. its very very annoying when you give that stupid excuse. and urgh. i think the next time i catch anyone touching the bell so lovingly... meaning like rubbing and rubbing the metal part.. i'm seriously gonna tell that person not to touch it so much or else it will turn dirty veryvery fast. i feel very protective over our bells hahaha. i guess the reason we really want you to do well and stop crapping about is number 1.. we don't wanna get scolded by mrs aw on friday when she sees the standard of playing.. and for syf. you need to learn how to cooperate with rui. i empahsize on the NEED.

baaah. i think i'm ultra pissed now. but i have a feeling rui is more pissed than me. whooosh rui you still have petty, monica, prisci and me! we shall stick together eh? (okay that sounds like honey. random talk)

there are some other matters which i feel really confused about. i don't know how should i feel towards this and that. its just this very confused feeling. oh well. i guess leaving it in God's hands is the best right.

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something about what deborah said struck me quite abit
she said she needed a best friend.
well, all i can say is that i don't have a best friend too. and i'm perfectly happy with that. cos i know Jesus is my bestiest friend and He is always there for me. therefore, i can go without one. hehe. i have plenty of friends around me.. and i appreciate them. a few of them would be esther, jasmine, lipin, becky, jieyi, monica, ruijun, deborah and priscilla. haha. and of course there's someone else too.. and i appreciate her very much too (:

ps : thanks jie yi for taking the time to listen to me! haha i don't usually blab around to people how i feel. anyway thanks! ;D

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BenHo
CarmenLim
CassieAng
CharmainePoh
CherleneKoo
ChermaineKoo
CherryFong
CherylOng
ClarissaLoo
DaniellaKoh
DianeOng
ElizabethChan
EnqiCheong
FayeChik
GailChong
GILLIANPECK!
GraceLee
HuiyingChee
IsabelLiu
JaneLua
JasminePhay
JeanieHue
Jenny
JieyiCheng
JoanneWong
JoanneLim
KeithChang
KennaAng
KimberlyNg
KrystleLee
lesley
Lipin#1
Lipin#2
LynnetteLee
MaweenYap
Melody
HANDBELLS:)
MichaelCheong
MichelleTang
MonicaLee
Nivia
RachelToh
PaulineYue
PheobeCheng
PriscillaChan#1
PriscillaChan#2 (xanga)
Retarded&co :)
RuijunChia
SarahLee
SarahSoon
SherilynChew
StaceyTan
StellaTan
SzewingChoi
TabithaTeo
TracyOng
Zhanghui
ZitengLim
ZhengKangChiong

MGHANDBELLCHOIR<3
training grp 2005
CD4
GA4 (i rmb, echooo!)
GA6 (those last days in training group[: )

some dinner at marina mandrin 17th Nov'05
Burong Kakak Tua
Broadway!
Yankee Doodle
When You Wish Upon a Star
CD4

Carolling @ Novena Sq 25th Nov'05
Deck the Halls :DD
Carol of the Bells
In Heaven the Bells are Ringing
Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer
A Merry Little Christmas
Jingle Bells Rock
Carol Fest something
DE5

Prefect's Installation 24th Jan'06
Song of Gladness (:
DE5

Chinese New Year concert
some disgusting piece ><
CD4

EXPRESSO! :DDD 31st March & 1st April '06
BALLADEE<3
GA67
Broadway
CD4

International Physics Olympiad dinner @ OCC 12th july '06
A Mighty Fortress (green chapel song!:D)
GA67
Rondo Passacaglia :DDD
CD4

Founder's Day 25th July '06
A Mighty Fortress <3
GA67

MGS Official Opening Ceramony 22nd July '06
Let All Things Our Creator Bless (red & white song!)
G3 & random bass notes

MUSICAL FROM EVE TO MARY :D 27th-29th July'06
Annunciation which had no nice tune hahah
AB5

President's Star Challenge 3rd Sept'06
Les Miserables!! :D
DE5

ngeeanncity performance. something i don't know what but with the string ensumble 20th Sept '06
Kiss The Girl ><
DE5
Burong Kakak Tua > B3
Rondo Passacaglia (:
BC45

NgeeAnnCity Performance: lightup of Orchard Road 11th Nov'06
In Heaven the Bells are Ringing
DE5
Carol of The Bells/God Bless Ye Merry Gentlemen
BC67
Joy to the World
BC67

JAPAN TRIPPP <3 :DDD 16th-23rd Nov'06
performances:
-Fukuoka Primary School
-some children's hospital
-mass ringing at the HRJ 30th Anniversary thingy
-Solo Concert representing Singapore at that conference thingy
-@ some Nagasaki Mayor's office (but it was in the park. i was asking where's the office i don't see it :D)
-some Methodist Secondary School in Nagasaki
-old folk's home (:

songs performed:
Hymn to Joy
CD67
WONDERFUL DAYYY :D
CD67
Saviour like a Shepherd Lead Us
AB5
Lonery/Lonely Goatherd
BC78
Shout to the Lord
AB5
A Mighty Fortress
GA67
Ronda Passacaglia
CD4, with some random bass notes to help jenny :D

Prefect's Installation 29th Jan '07
Psalm of Joy (:
GA4

SYF (GOLDDD) 23rd April'07
Shiny Steps
Choo Choo
BC45
:D

PASSIONE 30th June'07
Hymn to Joy
CD67
Williamtell Overture
GA67
Canon in D
DE5
Hungarian Dance No.5
CD67
There's a Balm in Gilead
AB5
Do Lord
CD4
Shiny Steps :DD
Choo Choo :DD
BC45
Mass Ringing: Meistersinger
D3D#3A3 PLUS A LOT OF CHERRY'S NOTES HAHA OUR SLOWMO THING! :DD
Postlude: Give Thanks (:
BC45

Founder's Day 25thJuly '07
Hymn to Joy :D
CD67

Methodist Staff Get Together 24th Aug'07
OUTBURST OF JOY :D
CD67!

Mr Tharman's visit to ulu pandan cc i think?
OURBURST OF JOY (((:
CD67

Prefect's Installation 21st Jan'08
Come, Now is the Time to Worship
CD67

Gaia Mania 14th March'08
Under The Sea:D
Aladdin medley:DD
GA67
El Condo Pasa
CD4

Zao An Ni Hao Campus Talk 16th April'08
Aladdin Medley:D
GA67

MG Symphony 08 20th July'08
Festive Psalm of Gladness
BC5
Pirates of the Carribean
CD67
In the Mood
FG5
Festive Dance Farandole
GA6
Symphonia on Hyfrydol (Yellow song :D)
AB5

Founder's Day 25th July'08
Symphonia on Hyfrydol
AB5

Prefect's Installation 4th Aug'08
Symphonia on Hyfrydol
AB5

the end.
Thank You, to every senior & junior that made my 4year journey so sweet & beautiful <3 may God be always honoured in this handbell choir thats so rightfully His.